Okay... I know the title sounds reeeeally positive and all,
but I need to get this off my chest.. *deep breath*
Over a year ago, I ended a terrible friendship (some may-
know her, but please keep it to yourselves) and I felt it -
was the best thig to do... Which I still think today ^^
But it has been a tough year... I've dealt with a lot of feel-
ings, and it's recently that I have felt like...I've made it -
The reason why I say this, is because of my art...And more-
importantly my TRUE friends!
Back when I was still friends with this person, she would
do all within her power to control me and my actions....
My art was a reflection of this, since she wanted to contr-
ol that too... She didn't like a certain style of drawings,
which happened to be MY style of drawing xD ...
I lost the will to draw, and to try and develop as an artist.
When I ended this horrible friendship, I was lost... I had
no sense of who I was, and therefor didn't have an idea
of how to draw and find my own style again...But thank t-
he Gods, I did <3
As for friends...I discovered who my true friends were...
People who accepted my for who I was, and who didn't
freak out if I talked about something that they didn't like.
Friends who weren't religous fanatics, controlled by double-
moral and a selfishness, rarely seen that bad..
Friends who accepted that I like to drink and have fun, but with-
out losing control...
Most importantly of all: Friends who accepted that my family means
the world to me...And that it is because of them that I am the person
I am today...
*sigh* I know you're a goddamned lurker, with no life, Naruto lover...
So please read this: You're a f*cking bitch, I hate you for what
you did to me and my family/friends, who didn't fall to their knees, because of you.
I hope you are still hurt from me ending this...I hope you
will always feel a sting of guilt..And that we meet some day soon.
so I can look at you and smile, because I know did the right thing.
Sorry my dear watchers, but I had to do this ^^
Love you guys !